Who knew October 22, 2008 would be the date of a journey I find hard to put into words but I’m going to try. This brisk day in October I was headed to a NKOTB concert in my hometown. I was going with a few friends that I have known since junior high school. I was going into this concert to relive some good old days and to just have a good time. I had no idea what to expect. I thought one concert and I’d move on..who would have thought tons of concerts later I can’t stop and have no desire to stop attending them.
The moment NKOTB came on stage I turned into a teenager again and started screaming like one as well. I couldn’t help myself it just came and wouldn’t stop. I found myself reliving the days when my walls were wallpapered with Big Bopper posters and I talked on my New Kids on the Block telephone to my friends about how cute Joey was and what a bad boy Donnie was. Although, they were all grown up on the stage in front of me, I couldn’t help but think of Joey with his curly hair and Jon with his vests on. The moment that I will never forget in that first reunion concert was when they sang ‘if you go away’. All of a sudden tears started falling and I just couldn’t stop them. I thought about my Mom and how much I missed her. She would have been so happy to see me so happy at that moment.
Those of you who know my story know that at this point in my life I had been through hell and back. After years of my mom fighting brain cancer and me being her primary caregiver, passed away and then me having my own health issues, I had lost most of my friends and felt like a lost soul in this big world. This moment changed my life. I didn’t know how blessed I was going to become by attending this single concert.
The concert was truly amazing. I left there wanting more. I had never really traveled to see concerts before, unless it was down to Chicago since it is so close to home. I found myself the next day going on the NKOTB.com forums and started checking and chatting to local BH’s daily.
The next thing I know, we were hanging out and planning on going to shows, cruise, and SO many road trips. The past 3 years has been AMAZING. I have met so many people from all over. I have met friends that I will have for a lifetime. I have brought friends back into my life that we have lost touch for years. I get teary just thinking about all that has been given to me.
When I was young my dream was to meet NKOTB, especially Joey McIntyre and Donnie Wahlberg. I never accomplished this dream until July 1, 2009. At this point, I felt I could do so much more and start living life again. So I bought an upgrade to the St. Louis concert and went by myself. I met them that night and my little thank you to them didn’t seem like it was nearly enough on all they have given me.
Two years later and I’m still in awe of them every time I see a show. My family often give me a hard time for all the traveling I do and I often get “why do you see so many shows, it never changes”. My response to them (we are a very sporty family) is ‘why do you go to a baseball game so often? Isn’t that always the same’ Truth be told…the concerts aren’t always the same. Although, the set list is usually the same, the experiences are always different. That glance you get from Donnie during the show, that one time you get to hear Jon sing Step 5, that time Joe brings his son on stage. Every show has it’s on experiences and I want to experience them as much as I can. Not only is it the experiences you get with NKOTB but it is the memories you have of sitting with a true friend watching the show. The fun you had ‘road tripping’ with your friends. All the places it has taken me around this world. Places I never thought I would have seen in my lifetime I have seen in just 3 short years.
If that wasn’t enough to be grateful for, words can’t express the gratitude I have for Donnie Wahlberg. Some days his words of wisdom tweets touch my heart. It is like he knows exactly what is happening in my life at that moment and will help me over the hump. A simple tweet from him can put you in a place that is beyond words, snap you out of a cranky mood, and make you smile for a week.
Who knew by attending a concert 3 years ago my life would change? A simple THANK YOU will never seem to be enough for what was giving to me. A simple I Love You will never be enough but it is all I can offer. So NKOTB THANK YOU AND I LOVE YOU. You truly have changed my life.





